4th Flight - Melbourne

Today will be my 4th flight - Melbourne.
I'm so nervous and having a really fast heart beat right now
As after 4 G day
I afraid that I might totally forget how to do all the jobs
Just as this is my 1st flight
I should be happy as I will be meeting my brother and sister in law
Already one year ++ didn't see them since last year CNY in Perth
However, the nervous and fears in me make me feels ....
Don't know how to describe...
God... Helps...

面包空姐的第一次飞行日记

我从来不知道原来我是一个自我要求很高的人。。。
直到那天我的TRAINER告诉我
放松自己，我已经很不错了，别太为难自己
那时我才有被吓倒，开始思考这问题
我真的是这样的人吗？
今天飞完日本回来时，我整个人很难过
我觉得我自己很差，很糟糕
很想很想回去马来西亚，不想留在这边
刹那间，我想起了我TRAINER告诉我的东西
再综合了我ISM和SECTION LEADER告诉我说
你真的不是EX－CREW吗？
你如果是第一次的话，算很不错了呢。。。
她们的话让我很安慰，不管是真是假。。。
至少让我慢慢放松了下来
我真的真的很感谢这次的CREW
他们都太好人了，好LUCKY哦！
再加上和朋友们的一顿晚餐
让我更加的忘了烦恼
很想跟他们说，幸亏有你们
不然我又不懂要纳闷多久了。。。
可是，才发现原来当空姐真的很辛苦
真的真的很辛苦
想到明天的台北TURN AROUND就要晕了
幸亏我朋友说台北的机很好做
因为他们都很礼貌，很乖
而且明天是LIGHT LOAD。。。
虽然会很赶，可是我会加油的。。。

无聊

有时还真会希望可以忙一点
太有空会真的不知道做些什么好
今天才刚完成了６个星期的训练
将会有２天的休息
星期六才会飞日本
才２天的休息，想起都怕
可能你们会觉得我很好笑
可是我真的习惯了忙的生活
不能没有东西做
以前除了朝９晚５的正常工作生活
晚上还有时去做PART TIME
星期六和星期日也是PART TIME
所以我已经习惯了一个星期做足７天
现在一个星期往往只飞那么３－４天
其他的时间真的不知道做什么好
要出去，我在香港朋友又不是多啦。。。
他们飞的时间又不会和我一样
我该怎么办呀
我有时觉得我还蛮双重性格的
爱讲话时，我会讲不停
不爱讲话时，我只想静静一个人
有时我觉得我朋友不少
可是有时我觉得我实在是没有朋友
尤其独自一个人在香港
更严重的觉得自己好孤独
很多时候的自己都不是真正的自己
我也不知道我自己在做什么
只知道要把自己武装好
再弱，也要把自己假装很OK
再痛，也要假装没事
我不知道我一直以来都是这样
还是来到这里了才这样
有时真的觉得好累哦
我的朋友千万别担心我
我只是需要抒发我的情绪
这样而已

Signing Contract Day

Friday (11-March-2011)

Today i went down to KL again for pre-employment briefing and signing contract with CX...
It's my 5th time going down to KL in this year (in just 3 months, which means I'm travelling down to KL once fortnightly... so tiring and expensive.... luckily worth it... ^^)
I reached there around 1 pm (although the briefing going to start at 2 pm)... However, I'm not the earliest one as there're people who are sitting and chatting in group already...
They recognized me (as we added each other in FB) and we start to intro ourselves...
I met Vince Tan, Christopher, Candelle, Adele, Hello Kitty, Candybar, Sandeep, Valerie_heart, lemon_B that we have been sharing info in the fly lah forum.... (please do visit http://www.flylah.com for those cc and pilot wannabe)...
Today, we have total 4 Induction - Ind 12 (I'm in this induction... ^^), Ind 13, Ind 14 and Ind 16...
Ind 12 which including me will be flying off to HK on 29th March as our training going to start on 4th April...
Ind 13 going to fly on 6th March if not mistaken...
Ind 14 - no idea...hehe
Ind 16 - Early of May....so good, isn't it? They have plenty of time to resign, to get prepared and to say bye bye to their family and friends....
Ind 12, 14 and 16 will be flying airbus meanwhile Ind 13 will be flying boeing...how nice is that...
I want boeing too....wuwuwu....
But nevermind, one day, we'll be leaning for boeing too...hehe
They did brief us in more details about the jobs, the pays, the benefits, the life in HK....
Sounds not bad....at least for me....XP
After that we're asked to sign on the contract...
But they miss out my FELINA in the contract and those documents...
So, I've to actually manually amended my name on the contract and they will give me a new one when I reach HK.....
They also distributed each one of us some "textbook" and cd....for us to study at home and prepared ourselves before we're sent to training in HK....
The textbook is so thick la....I just have 2 more weeks to go...and I'm still working everyday....
How to read wor.... Whatever la....
I really need to sleep now as I'm very sleepy (just reached Penang an hour ago) and I still have to work tomorrow....
Yawn yawn.....Good night everybody...

爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

Busy Life~~

Soooo busy...
Really busy...
Morning work...
Night work...
Sat & Sun work...
^^
Finally today is HOLIDAY!!!
Yeepee...